Happy Mother's Day?

Mother's Day always makes me sad. I raised my son alone, so I didn't have a husband to help me celebrate Mother's Day when my son was little. Now, that my son is a teenager, spending time with me isn't really something that he's too interested in. I guess I can understand that, but it hurts, too. He bought me flowers and a card with money that I had to give to him, but I guess that's something.

I rushed around all of yesterday doing chores, so that we could spend today together. I thought he told me Friday that he was going to take me out to eat today, but he doesn't remember saying that. We do try to spend Sunday nights together. It's our pizza and movies night. He's been out with his friends most of today, but he did say that he'd go get Chinese food later for our movie night. I don't know, today just doesn't seem special. Do I expect too much from a 16 year old? Are my expectations too high? I just feel sad and depressed today.